Agitated, and disturbed while I wait… Niggling feelings in my mind, stopping me from getting much done… Just want closure…
Fed up and dissapointed in general. Not happy at all, but then when WAS the last time I felt ‘Happy’?
Moments of pure clarity at 3 / 4 in the morning are the closest I can get right now… But its always darkest before the dawn…
And perhaps thats why, that its just before the dawn, in the darkness, that I can best feel at peace?